It has been so long since i blogged. And dont ask me why i am blogging now, as i also dunno.

I realize that i have matured alot since i enlisted. Remembering how i scowled when my teachers and friends asked me when is the time i can learn to be more mature. haha. Now, i have grown to be more mature, and more like a thinker. Last time, i would heck care everything and do as it deems fit. Now, i dunno why i must consider every aspects of life, and then make a decision. I think the monotony of my life right now does really impacted me alot.

I still have mixed feelings about ASLC. i mean, what so good about infantry? but on the other hand, whats so bad either? guess i should take it into my stride and hope for the best. Being so ''on'' is really tiring. i really need a long rest.

i really cherish the time when i can blog my feelings. now, i have thought about lots of stuffs, and consider about many things too. i have so much complicated feeling that i found it inconvenient to actually write it down. Guess only i understand what i am thinking the most. hiaz.

I need solace, and i need comfort. No matter how much rest time is given, i am tired. Seriously, i am exhausted. But i am doing this, for the good of everyone---defence of the country.

aLm0nD~cUsTaRd blogged @ 8:39 AM