It has been such a long time since i have blogged. Most of the time i have the urge to blog about the week i spent in tekong, but the monotony and boredom of each day has cancel out the urge.

I have passed out last week and i nearing the end of my block leave. BMT is a weird experience for me. I am able to adapt to the military life but i hate it. Ironically, i am usually the encourager and the happy-go-lucky kind de. But deep down, i am hoping that the days would pass faster and i will be back home.

Today, BMTC posted me to Pasir Labar camp. I am a sergeant-to-be.. 5months of intense training and i will be slacking(this is what others perceive). I have this mixed feeling. Happy that i am able to be a commander and slack in the future. Unhappy cos it is a 5-day thing again. WHich mean that dreaded feeling is gonna haunt me for the next 5 months. Damn!

And i am damn worried about my SOC. i dun wanna fail it and go for RT. but i have difficulties with the low rope and the height element really took me lots of time to overcome it. Sian! i dun want my weekend burnt.

i guess i shall suck thumb and move on. This is the advice that guan li and kee yong have given me before, a helpful one indeed.

Hiax!

aLm0nD~cUsTaRd blogged @ 8:33 AM