Febuary 18 2010, the day i turned 19.

And thanks to those who wish me, and the presents i received. Like it very much. Didnt expect my collegues to prepare something for me.
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It seems that the next section weighs more impt that my birthday.

I hate it when i am accused. But in NTUC, i have learnt to control my temper, allowing my tolerance level to fluctuate when and where i want. I cast my anger selectively, making sure it is not reaching maximum level.

Thats is why everyone today is so so so lucky.

And oh ya, NTUC's staff(not FPonline), mind your fucking attitude with me, for i am not one to mess with=). I can be real nice to you, joke with you, give you presents. But doesn't mean that you are angry/bad mood, it gives you the authority and audacity to attitude back at me. And hello, it not even my fault. I am just a third party ya?

I have a collegue who just left us last week. She has a phobia of crowds. Heard and experienced it last week, before my thailand trip. She just slumped into the chair, and starting having a fit plus asthmatic attack. Its quite scary though.

And seriously, i dont like it when people criticise my friends in front of me, the stuffs i did with them. I mean, are they even fit to criticise? Well, i don't think so.

Over dinner at Fork and Spoon yesterday with haniffa, it really hit me that i am slacking way too long. I kept giving the excuses of tiredness, but well, i dont really deserve a rest. I mean, looking at people like Ace, he can slogged his guts off, but never complained.

And i scolded cai yun, alvin and chew gim today. They said i was too harsh, too fierce, and of cos, too biased. But seriously, i am agreeable to the fact that now, i am biased towards them. I just can't stand the fact that some people are so thick-skinned or ignorant to understand the hints i have been giving them. You may say that they are over-friendly, but hey, it been weeks, at least one should learn about the correct way to interact with people ya? I am not saying that the way i am interacting right now is the must-do-way, but like what latchimi said, her action is really psychotic.

Jeremy have this certainty that i am going to work till 25th of april. He talked to me for so long todAY, about my A's and my NS. My holiday and my ang pao. Some crappy stuffs.

Looking forward to the bbq this saturday. And seriously, i wont give a damn anymore if someone just gonna miss it out last minute. Too bad, money paiud, food booked, no refund!

Tomorrow having dinner with huiting, qingshan, felicia and aurina. My birthday diner. Another one with shan shan and serene soon. Yeah, catching percy jackson tml too=) Thanks qingshan for organizing!

And seriously, i am damn damn damn touched with weisheng's actions. He actually used his free time in tekong to sms me and wishes me a happy birthday. I mean, he could have used the free time for other stuffs, not cast it to me. I mean, i am touched seriously.

Thanks auntie hong, think you are a great great help today.

And Rasina.

Once again, thanks everyone who wishes me and gave me presents. And those facebookers who flooded my wall=) Thank you.

With that, i am going to end Febuary 18 2010 with a goodnight sleep, ready to embrace tomorrow.

aLm0nD~cUsTaRd blogged @ 7:11 AM