My mother asked me not to bother with that person anymore, but it seem that that nagging feeling is like...

Well, maybe thats me, for being so soft-hearted, always felt pitiful for ppl easily, and wanted to try my best to help them. But the problem is, people tend to filter me out, thinking that i am over paranoid or that certain things that i foresee will happen are just plain old Guru trying to reap some profits.

Things are so tense now, people are getting more desperate, to the extent that some actions warrant disgust from me. I already knows what will happen, history is there to repeat itself, and the upholder of this particular segment of history, will continue to weave chunks and chunks of recollections, unless removed, forgotten.

But how? Well, i mentioned to qingshan, that unless that upholder are dealt with justice, then maybe that person will just retreat into the shadows, wallow in the cave of sorrow and guilt.

The thing is, when? How many more are to be hurt from the person's despicable ways to obtain info? There are many more.

Which brings me to a memory that i treasure. The piece when i know that person just got the retribution. I celebrated.

Warning to those, wake up, look at people around you. Notice the sudden change in attitude, their actions and arouse your suspicion! Dont be a fool, thinking that kindness begets kindness in this world. people around you make you feel obliged to give them sympathy and once they got it, they reward you with ignorance, treating you like a bigger fool.

I told myself that right after i posted this, i shall stop being so advisable. If a particular person do not want to heed my advice, and months later come and regret it, well, i could only sneer at that person, and said, ''you deserve it''.

Yup, it is time, that i grow up, to be more mature. Something cant be the way you wanted. Utopian is hard to achieve, and the pursuit of utopia may lead to more harms than good. Therefore, i will only pursue it, until a point where my conscience told me to stop.

Thats it then. Goodnight and goodbye.

aLm0nD~cUsTaRd blogged @ 9:02 AM