I just wanna say this, no matter how this will offend some people. But well, this is my blog, and censorship of views are not that strict, so..

Ever wonder why some people are so proud of themselves? Thats because they have pathetic parents who cant educate their child well enough, causing their child to be so emotionally deprived, and try to vent their frustration on others. They often withdraw from the society, have little consideration of others' feelings, and often obtain a kind of satisfaction from it. This is what i call attention seeking + PATHETIC.

Furthermore, ever wonder why some people who is so lazy and irresponsible, who often dun take charge of their own discipline, can actually outshine others. This is the cruetly of life, so unfair. People who deserve dun get what they deserve, but people mwho dun deserve get what they dun deserve. This is PAthetic~!

I feel sad, that i fall into the category of the latter. I have nice parents, and i have contributed to the CCA, but often, not recognised, and often criticised. Why?

Recalling to the fact that i am actually in Chess Club, and was just waiting for Eileen and Ellene who are going to look at Pugi. I was sitting by the round table when the hordes of seniors asked me to join in. I did, thinking that they wunt stop if i reject.

But this change part of my JC life. I see the bonding, which is definitely very difficult to obtain in Chess. The seniors motivated me, and often claimed that i have the potential to be Tong pei-ish.

Well, part of this is true, as i inherited his position-Treasurer.

But a bigger surprise is the post of VP, which i never expect to be in.

But, as Jia yen have often nicely put, The VP is alwAYS missing the 'V', while the P also adds in the 'V'. Well, actually,, i felt sad for Jia yen now. She tried so hard to appease Mdm tan, but even after today, Mdm tan still dun trust her in the preparation of the College day.

She is sad.

I am sad too.

BecUs i feel sad over the juniors.

Some deserve more than the other.

Yet other who dun deserve, deserve it.

I am attitude-ing now.

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Just now FTER Pugi training, Tracy, An sian and i went to the coffee shop to eat. Quite fun as we discussed some topics. It suddenly reminded me of the days, when Terence ate with us, followed by taking the same bus home with us. Throughout the journey, his words always revolved around this: be commited.

I am glad i did.

So, i walked the girls to their respective stops, and finally waited a whole 25min for that DUMB 22! Reached home and was damn tired.

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I like the new CCA SHIRT, because it is ORANGE~

aLm0nD~cUsTaRd blogged @ 7:33 AM