Today, i realise a horrifying truth, a truth that i, myself, cant even dare to believe.

I realise, that i am not independent at all, and i am too dependent on others.

I went to my primary school outing today, quite fun, with laughter all the way. We watched movie and shoot hoops in arcade, quite a fun trip overall.

Then, this thought suddenly hit me. ''What if this gang of cliques are removed from my life forever?''

I pondered in my mind for a long, long time. Ziguang has been my best friend for so long, and what if he suddenly disappear? I think i wunt accept the fact.

Idy Chua, a hiliarious girl, who always defend me when i got bullied. A loyal friend, plus a helpful friend. What happen if she disappear? Sorrow will engulf me.

Edwin tan, misunderstandings spark between him and me at all times. What happen if he disappear? True, no more misundersatding. But then, maybe it is due to such misunderstanding that i learnt how to overcome it. He provide me with this skill, and he cannot disppear.

My cliques, i believe in them. In my life, yu dun really noe who is real to you, or being an hypocrite.

******To AUrina, I AM NOT EMo-ING~!!!!*******************************

I guess, i shoudnt harbour on thouse thoughts. Now, i shall cherish every moments with them, starting from the next outing i planned.

Guys, remember it is next friday!! We shall have fun=)

Oops, i havnt touch on my econs ppt. Haha.

I finally know implicit differentiaition, thx to idy=)

aLm0nD~cUsTaRd blogged @ 8:57 AM