before i continue, let me congratz charlene and kenwyn, exco of CNNY.

Well, result slip out today. I got a surprise. I have done much better than i expected, with majority ''b''.

Well, i feel happy, but on the other hand, i feel sad for people with casulties. I mean, 0805 is so close together, and i cant imagine we are gona separate.

I am feeling moody now, not becus i am boring or what, is becus i am emo-ing of the times we spent together.

I cant do anything. I can only stare at them as they sob. It reflect my uselessness. And i feel so useless, unable to comfort my grp member, qingshan. She was so determined to argue with nandwani that she nt gona downgrade. But i crash her hopes.

I told her, nandwani said there is no other way.

But, the only thing i can do now is, i can hope for them. I can hope that they is resilient, face up and walk the same path again. You all, have consoled me when i am down, when i am sad. But yet, when you all have faced difficulties, i realised that, consolling is never easy.

Sorry.

aLm0nD~cUsTaRd blogged @ 5:33 AM