Today was a very bad bad day for me in the morning.

Well, it is raining and then, have to wake up so early so as to heaR Mdm tan lecture. Then go to assembly, pronoun wrong thing then mr neo was like criticising me. MAke me so sad and emo thru pw.

Worst is, they thought that i am sad becus my mum dun allow me to take H3.

And guess whaty? My form is in the bag, fulli fiulled by my mum. I didnt want to give. Becus thru my bus ride to school, i have been thinking. Is it what i want?

I realise that, i am not one to suffer heavy workload. With all these things going place, i shall be mad sooner or later. So the folrm is still with me.

Then, i was like blog hopping and realise that wow, our NYJC friends relationship have grown tremendously.

Ellene gave me a bad news today. Eileen tan and yixiang will be retained.

I am prone to losing temper these few days. I do not know, quarrel with huiting and was like complaining to haniffa. Luckily, i met shimma and she cheered me up.

As i mentioned, i was like emoing and have no mood for PW. And i knew that my OP is worse and nandwani will sure scold me. Instead, again he shocked me.
Nandwani: Clear, fluent, awareness of audience.
Nandwani: However, lack content in Q&A.
NAndwani: The best among the group.

And noe what? They said that of cos since i am taking the least amount of presentation, His journey. But to me, it is nth short. Like what nandwani said, it is 4min20sec of presenting and the amount is just right.

And blah blah blah, i went home at 12:30. Reason: Huiitng got guzheng.

This part is dedicated to those who know my favourite:"You never know"
You never know who will change,
How much they change,
But indeed, they really did.
How long, we never know,
Maybe short or maybe long.
Good or bad,
you see it.
You feel it.
And you feel sad for him/her.

People changed. And i think that maybe it is not them that is changing. But it is me who cling on to the fat fat hope of finding real friends in NYJC.
Hypocrites, some may be. Results, always competing. Win? They suck up on you. Lose? THey despised you.

Thats life, and i am sure, Damaians will rise somemoree. And this time, i will...

aLm0nD~cUsTaRd blogged @ 4:25 AM