This blog may sound emotional.

Pissed i am, very pissed. Scrolled back to my previous entries, i hate being accused. Once accused, bye bye to you. If you wronged me, i make sure i hate yu for life. Yesh!

Just now, Mdm tan called me and scolded me. Wtf, i am doing my biology paper when suddenly i saw an unfarmiliar no. and my instinct told me that this is mdm tan and asked me not to pick up. I did.

She said that, she wanted me to tell her why pug drops to such standards. Why the exco memebers, contributing nth. I told her ya, so? Szhe asked me to think on myself, dun alwasy ask her since it is nt her fault that pug drops to little memebers. I was feeling pissed by then, but then i always show respect to the teachers. So i just say orh, and says tml meeting is abt recruitment. She tiam tiam, and finally says she wanted to see results. I say ok!

Well, pissed i am, and i gona have a good talk with our pug memebrs. Fancy telling me that i am useless, contribute nth and it is my fault thagt pug is in this state. My fault? If she wants to push the blame to us, confirm nt my fault. Becus i knows, i have do more than what i am supposed to do. I am just, a boy. No man is an island and it takes two hands to clap. I need help. Help.

Eileen told me that it is pug image that prevent people to join. Thats why,i work hard and scored every passes in my exams, just to tell people tht joining people doesnt mean that you will have no time to study. I want the pug to go on. Jiao Lian have been cut on his training wages and i feel that he is ending up with lesser income to support his family. For that, i am guilty. I got alot of propsals, but no1 listens in. I need more authority.

Maybe eileen is right. Time urgency is nt impt. The attitude of all memebrs must be solved first. Only then can everyone be open minded.

Tmr meeting over than i blog.

aLm0nD~cUsTaRd blogged @ 5:29 AM