I know i am crazy, damn damn crazy. But now, looking back now, i duno what happens to me that day, nodding my head and packing my bag...

Yup, 1 week after i came back from Thailand, i went to thailand again 1 week later. It is direct booking and we depart 2hr after booking of tickets. Ya, i am crazy, especially when MYE is coming.

But now, i am trying to give my best. Mugging, or studying, day and nighht, from MOnday to Sunday, no rest. Wake up, study, sleep... a routine, i could say, but..

Why is this a routine? Cant i break it up? Why am i mugging my head off when others are relaxing? Why issit that people can be so free, smsing me to go out, this and that, when i couldnt even find enuf time to study.

This is because, i chose the JC path. Where mugging during holidays is very normal. Yes, very very normal. A routine, no change, monotonous life. Or issit mundane?

I fear that i cant finish studying on time, based on my progress now. I remember last time, where Rasina told me not to drink too much coffee. Now, it is back to old Coffee-Gavin again. Drink and drink and drink. Staying awake and mug. But hey, i still lagging behind. cant even finish bio, hvnt even touch econs and CL. HIAZ!

So why am i having time to blog now ya? BEcus i just went for a bath after FAthers' Day dinner and i hvnt even recap the chapters for my MCQ test tml. So i am gona spend some time remugging for my chem test tml. Wish me luck ya!

Is 1:11am now, though there isnt any indication in my blog.

Everyday, i spent 5minutes daydreaming, going into a siesta. Thinking what i should do after the MYE. Maybe going out with my friends? Or staying at home to finish my tutorials? Hiaz.....is there a breakthrough?

I always hate NS. But after registering for it, i duno why. But i got an urge to attend it soon. I noe the training is torturous. But,.......maybe somehwre in my mind, i wanted to break away from this routine. Play is no longer part of my life dictionary. No such word. Studying fills the pages of my life, colouring it with diagrams and words, paragraphs and inks. Bliss and happiness, i realise, dun fill every page.

aLm0nD~cUsTaRd blogged @ 9:59 AM