Just wanted to label this tiny post as Merry Chritmas becus last year is the year i actually looking forward to this day. I downloaded tons and tons of songs on Chritmas and wish everyone this tiny blessing.

Why am i so random? Let me explain.

The simple joy of able to celebrate a festival is so overwheling for me. How i wish i can always do that with my friends. But is this really really possible??

Now, my friends, what have they turned into? Am i isolating them? Or have they become aliens?

How i started to think of this issues is of no concern to everyone, becus it is sufficent for me to know only.

What is hypocritism? Where does the word lies come about? What are innocence? Once, i believed that such things are fabricated by people, and that they dun exist. They are a myth, or a legend, to me. But now?

Now, they held awful truths. They evil side of human, the horrendous side display such gruesome 'virtues'.They are never true to you, nor are they purely innocent. They are just----a fake.

Just now, i wonder around in Vivo city alone, with this issue playing across my mind. Why is this so i am tolerating this? Why shd such thing befall me? The angel and the devil in my mind arguing, yet i stood there helpless, succumbing to their relentless protests. Why?

I asked myself over and over again, why is this so? What happens?

Another issue running across my mind is, am i able to stick to my belief? I believe i can be a good vice-president in pugilsitic. Now, i starting to doubt myself. Why? Becus no one cooperating. They doesnt have a fix stand. What the use of me wanting to stay, while some others thinking of quiting? What am i sloughing over for? I asked around for naelists, contacts? But in the end? No 1 apprecioates and still want to quit? For once, let me get this clear and hopes it can goes straight to their mind, WE LEFT 4 PEOPLE! Do yu allw ant the 30th batch to die on us? Do yu all want Jiao Lian to get sacked? Do yu all want NYKC book of history to mark the closing down of pugilsitic society on 2008?

I seriously hope that, everyhting will tide back to normal. Where i will be back to my original self.

Though it is 6min later then midnight, I wish everyone a Happy Vesak Day.

aLm0nD~cUsTaRd blogged @ 8:37 AM