Nothing, nothing JUST nothing!

I have nth to blog, and thaT doesnt mean i have nth in my days today. Yeah, i can describe the number of meals i had today, but all these stuffs are BORING. i wonder why, why my blog is dying. I cannot let this happen, as this holds memory for nme.

So i really have nth to blog, except yu all want to hear all those stuffs that i ask eileen to eat poo, ask aurina to blog, tag at shireena's blog, talk to felicia or spamming my time on PI?

Well, really nothing now. All those tutorials and tests, accumulating yet never-ending. How i hope i can go to escape theme park with my cliques again, where the simple joy of playing roll down onn water so many times, yet childish, seem so fun and FUn! Where i dun mind who i play with, where i dun care what i did, how childish i am. I always wanted this wanted that, but did i ever think of the amount of $ it cost? Maybe it is time, it is reLLy time for me to grow up.

To interact more maturely, to stop laming. Yes, maybe i should, maybe..]
Do i have the courage? Do i have the determination?

I feel i am too helpless, where the simple goal in my life of being an archaelogist is even mocked at by people. Where the show Tomb Raider rekindled my goals. But, is this my simplest joy or pleasures? Or am i too naive that this simple, yet so diffuclt goals is within reach? No, maybe not, maybe i should just apply for a job in Thailand, selling bittegouard soup like what i always told my mum. Yes, maybe i should do that. MayBe...

Okie, aurina is sleeping and hope this post satisfy you =)

aLm0nD~cUsTaRd blogged @ 8:39 AM